Don't fight this anymore, please don't

its harder thn what I thought

5 weeks on, everything seems to be worse
already two thumbs in my mouth, how many more can i take?
8 more weeks and it will be over, ROC ROC ROC!!!



its still attached

Before you go, at least tell me,teach me,coach me,train me...whatever shit you can do..

Why until now, I still don't know, how to let the fuck go..

is it time?

Chances are, limited.
Oppoturnities are, limited.
Potential are, unlimited.

All it takes is just a little more effort to pull through it. 13 weeks, stand by me my friends.


Closure, is it that important? Truth is, I still give pretty much shit to it.

Next chapter

Moving on to the next course, new platoon mates,new sect comm,new PWO, new PC..

I expect more, give me more..

Please close this chapter, only time will.

I know this will be another mistake..
if i say it, it will be over

The best will make it, the ones who tried their best will eventually make it.

Guess somehow I need to fall into one of the two categories..

or somehow, I am satisfied with what I have with me now