True or false?

2009-09-27T14:01:00.000+08:00

Don't fight this anymore, please don't

its harder thn what I thought

2009-09-20T01:37:00.001+08:00

5 weeks on, everything seems to be worse
already two thumbs in my mouth, how many more can i take?
8 more weeks and it will be over, ROC ROC ROC!!!

its still attached

2009-08-23T23:55:00.001+08:00

Before you go, at least tell me,teach me,coach me,train me...whatever shit you can do..

Why until now, I still don't know, how to let the fuck go..

is it time?

2009-08-18T20:48:00.003+08:00

Chances are, limited.
Oppoturnities are, limited.
Potential are, unlimited.

All it takes is just a little more effort to pull through it. 13 weeks, stand by me my friends.

Closure, is it that important? Truth is, I still give pretty much shit to it.

Next chapter

2009-08-16T11:46:00.001+08:00

Moving on to the next course, new platoon mates,new sect comm,new PWO, new PC..

I expect more, give me more..

Please close this chapter, only time will.

2009-08-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

I know this will be another mistake..
if i say it, it will be over

2009-08-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

The best will make it, the ones who tried their best will eventually make it.

Guess somehow I need to fall into one of the two categories..

or somehow, I am satisfied with what I have with me now

2009-07-19T08:50:00.001+08:00

See that rainbow? You get that after the rain

Very soon it will be over, everything.

2009-06-18T22:52:00.003+08:00

“We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.”

Walt Disney

Surprising 'Meet the Robinsons' was interesting to watch..

Keep moving forward, I am entering the next phase of my life. I want to see what is it like, what challenges will be presented.

Sweet

2009-06-15T19:25:00.002+08:00

Like Mary finding her lamb
Like Charlie entering his chocolate factory

(:

They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

2009-06-14T23:13:00.003+08:00

POP LO!

After 2 months in army, you'll grow up somehow, mentally, physically.
They do shit to you, take that shit and turn them into gold, like you know how.
They will fuck you, turn your ass back around, show them who got the bigger dick, show them who is boss.
They who endure,conquer!

Don't sail through, make the best of it, thn the best of you will be brought out.
You'll soon realise you are capable of things once thought incapable.
Its possible, the once impossible.

Man, Marshall is genius man, just listen to this song.
Genius at work, whats in his brains man!

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
But I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fucking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone...
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

How I met your mother

2009-05-29T19:15:00.001+08:00

Heh, some people have already started writing their own story of how they meet their mother for their kids..

There are alot more important stuff to be settled, hiatus in story writing isnt not so bad after all.

2009-05-10T10:43:00.001+08:00

Halfway through BMT, field camp and SIT test in the two weeks and I will be done.

Somehow, I have enjoyed BMT, if army gonna be this fun for the next one year 9 months.

Words I've heard, yesterday, today, tomorrow...its all the same

2009-05-02T07:43:00.001+08:00

You need guys continually rising to the occasion and pushing themselves to a level they didn't know they had

I never want to know my limits, please tell me I dont have one

11.11

2009-04-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

I feel so fucking terrible inside,
where is the sea for me to scream at?
where is the punching bag for me to punch on?
where is the ice-cream for me to indulge in?

maybe I should tell this to someone, but who?
maybe I should explain everything, but how?
maybe I should settle this once and for all, but when?

argg,fuck it..maybe army is a good time for me to forget everything
Shit, I never sleep without my popeye shirt before, gosh can bring in army not?

2009-04-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

I never want you to be unhappy, so I walked away..

Jelly

2009-03-24T22:19:00.001+08:00

WA crap I should not have done that at all.Jogged up Mt faber from my hse thn slow jog + walk along henderson wave and thn back home. Now my legs feel like jelly, crap crap.
I dont want wake up tmr feeling like jelly legs.

Why am I doing this? This sucks...

2009-03-22T21:31:00.002+08:00

How did we both lose it?

You know, we would be perfect together, if only..

Realised

2009-03-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

I just realised Marshall inspired more than just one aspect of my life, listen to the song.

Fav.

2009-03-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

After this song hit my random playlist a few days ago, I just realised this is the song that got me into rap music and never looked back since. I think it was sec 3? I misplaced his album somewhere in the house,fuck, I lost my blue ez-link and my specs recently too.

Back to the point, I welcome all sorts of music, emo chinese,funky english, soothing oldies or irritating party but rap is the one really stayed in my life through out. The lyrics are damn meaningful and makes you think bout your life,deeply. I am not racist or anything but rappers with wrecked background mostly produce the best rap, 50 cent, T.I, Marshall and akon.

And here, the song which really got me rolling, so hear it clear, bitches.

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gonna pull together through it, we gonna do it
Lainie uncle's crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up as daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have got so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back when you and daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Trying to start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
Onto Chalmers in a flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Lainnie were to young to understand it
That Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, I guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Lainie I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
He'll give me every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)

A to the Z to the N

2009-03-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

ain't no motherfucka fucking with us

lol again?

2009-02-24T19:04:00.002+08:00

I was at windsor hotel, I was at the counter and I saw this Indian guy trying to exchange for SGD but the counter guy said his note was old and not available for exchanging, but he said that in the most broken english you can ever dream of.

I went up, 'Sir, your note cannot be used.' That mother fucker just looked at me, thn looked away and continue to explain to the counter guy who doesnt have the simplest clue what he is in.

Nabe, people don't tell you that you can't, they just don't think you can.

outside world

2009-02-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

Work made me realised alot of shit. If you are fucked up, there are bound to be millions who are a million times more fucked up then you. No matter how much you try to suck it up, you just can't.

But I am happy to be exposed to this, made me realised how good a human being I am, haha.

So much for trying to quit swearing, environment changes you, you do not have a tiny winny chance of changing your environment. Trust me, cigarettes,drugs,dices,swearing, am i going to see more?

lol

2009-02-22T18:25:00.001+08:00

Damn,he was good. Too bad he dint make it.

'What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show'

Story book

2009-02-16T23:28:00.003+08:00

What if everything now is like flipping through a story book, you are so into it, you are moving with the flow, you get so excited what is gonna happen next. Then you realised everything, even the happy ending, ends on the last page and it stays in the book.

fuck, since when I lost this confidence

Reach out

2009-02-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

If you ever want to grab a star, grab the brightest.

I am.

CNY!

2009-01-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

I hope i am in army now.
I wont have so much time to do so much stupid shit and think so much stupid stuff which bring myself so much trouble.

Till now, enjoy your CNY while i win more money in mahjong!

....

2009-01-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

Do this also wrong,do that wrong...FUCK LA

Dont do anything is the best la fuck

leave n go'

2009-01-08T14:28:00.001+08:00

To my army friends, I dont have to say much, go in and come out safely in one piece.

Reality check

2008-12-29T20:26:00.002+08:00

Reality's check, how much does reality cost?
How much is written on this check?Too much? Too little?
Will this check bounce?

I wrote my own name on this check, I hope it will get through successfully to my emotion bank.

The amount? It is for you to find out and for me to know.

Wonderful Scene

2008-12-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

Jogged up Mt.Faber and saw the sunset. Really beautiful the scene, should have jogged Mt faber long ago. The top of the small hill overlooks Clark quay and on the way up,you can see much of Vivo City. Met this ang moh guy while running up slope with me, he was very friendly and we chatted a little, his name is Mark but I forgot his last name, he told me he jogged every mon,wed,sat..maybe I should jog that often too or maybe more.

Man, the sunset was good though not as good as though you see on the horizon of ECP or WCP or whatever beach but the air,the green makes it so much better.

Why should I be my own victim of my own feelings? No truth hurts more than this.I hope I can keep this, all by myself.

Three things you can tell about a guy

2008-12-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

His friends
His eyes
His devotion to a sports club

Circle

2008-12-10T23:06:00.001+08:00

Why try so hard to get back to the same point?
Admit it, we won't back to where/what is it like before, we do things on impulse.
Don't take it back,don't look back.
Future is just a step ahead,try again, maybe it can help to find back the happiness in doing so again.

So yeah, I am trying again....

Post Prom

2008-12-04T10:31:00.000+08:00

Will blog about it when raied finishes his CT.ARG,so long!

Until then,enjoy your holidays!

Shhhhooo busy

2008-11-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

Post A level life is so freaking hectic!

Where did I travel today:

Vivo ---> JJC ----> Jurong point ---> suntec city ---> anchor point ---> Queensway shopping center

I dint know I can travel to so many places all in one day!
After queensway, me and webster walked to the bus stop to take 197, but both of us have fully filled bladder and need to pee urgently. Decided to cab home despite the bus ride only 15mins. Guess what? Every freaking traffic light we approached, all turned red! I feel like peeing inside the Cab la!

I went to Suntec to redeem my free planet fitness trial access card. The consultant called me yesterday told me her name was something like Cindy or Cine. I went to the planet fitness and I waited for my consultant to pass me my card, and to the most WTF surprise, I saw her name tag, her name is SIMI LAI!
Wa I almost laughed my ass off but cannot must show respect ah.

Proof in case you dont believe me.

Shit tmr I am going for a job orientation for a job which I dont even know what I will be doing!

It is like that afterall

2008-11-24T23:08:00.002+08:00

I regret telling webster that incident that happened a few years ago.

So many feelings came up at once

sad
guilt
regret
anger
joy

I think nothing like that in my life can have such an impact on me ever again. Till, I still cant decide whether the decision I made was the right one, but given a choice, I would pick that option again. I guess its still the right.

I hate looking back at things, I hate to see death happening, I hate to get so much emotions up in mind at once. I dont know how to handle these shits once they happened.

Can crying solve the woes? Tell me before my ego get the better of me

hehehe

2008-11-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

Yes la,about 9 more hours!

I think after my last paper tmr, I shall rush back home, switch off my phone, not get online. Just to lie on my bed and do nothing!

Seriously, Lea Tan, I frigging hate you, the countdown thing you gave to the class made me so mad! Its no matte how you cross, you cant cross the last box out!

Soon it will be over!

First formal soccer match!

2008-11-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

I think I shall blogging before this rots to death.

Today I had my first formal field soccer match in like 3 years? the previous one I only played for like 10 mins so not counted. Wa shit man,everytime I watch on TV, shout at the players why don't know how to run all these, wa knn, really not easy you know. I totally forget who to mark, when to commit, how to commit. First half was totally shitty for me, I subbed out because of blisters.

But heng, second half not so jialat, at least started to know where to run and when to run. All in all, it was a fun experience, I think should start playing more field soccer.

Went for dinner at some chicken rice stall with tan,raied,ken,alex and webster. Quite ex but taste not bad. Talk cock for quite some time there and decided to head to the newly-opened west coast plaza. I hate the frigging tiles, those can zaogeng girls kind of tiles. I dont know why every new shopping center must put that kind of tiles, I hate the feeling of walking on it. It gives you more tendency to slide than to walk properly.

Ken pangseh us because he was tired but I think the possibility of him going to meet his adopted mother is higher :X

Camped at starbucks which was rather comfortable, laughed like some kuku there.

Ok, I shall go study for my 30 qns Bio MCQ!

P.S It sucks so much when all your friends had finished their exams!

Mid-As

2008-11-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

I was just thinking, if your life takes a sudden dive into the worse case scenario, are we able to handle it? DO we have alternatives which we can rely on?

Are our dreams still in shape?

The time is now.

2008-11-02T14:27:00.003+08:00

3/11 - GP paper 1 & 2
4/11 - Math paper 1
5/11 - Biology paper 2
6/11 - Chemistry paper 3
7/11 - Math paper 2
11/11 - Chemistry paper 2 & Econs paper 2
12/11 - Econs paper 1
14/11 - Chemistry paper 1
20/11 - Biology paper 1

21/11/2008 to 10/04/2009 - FREEDOM!!!!!!

Army!

2008-10-26T10:56:00.001+08:00

Your enlistment date is on 11-Apr-2009. Your reporting unit is TRAINING LIST BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 2.

O tio liao! Who else kena 11 apr and 1030am go in?

Goodbye

2008-10-18T17:18:00.001+08:00

'Goodbye' in any language,any tone,any location, any intention just sounds as sad.

2 years and poof,gone!

Fight or Flight?

2008-10-11T23:18:00.001+08:00

I think it has come down to this..

No more reasons, no more excuses

I am gonna get you

2008-10-08T12:16:00.004+08:00

OBAMA: "Sen. McCain, this is the guy who sang, 'Bomb, bomb, bomb Iran,' who called for the annihilation of North Korea. That I don't think is an example of speaking softly. This is the person who, after we had — we hadn't even finished Afghanistan, where he said, 'Next up, Baghdad.' So I agree that we have to speak responsibly and we have to act responsibly. And the reason Pakistan — the popular opinion of America had diminished in Pakistan was because we were supporting a dictator, (former President Pervez) Musharraf, had given him $10 billion over seven years, and he had suspended civil liberties. We were not promoting democracy. This is the kind of policies that ultimately end up undermining our ability to fight the war on terrorism, and it will change when I'm president."

McCain asked for time to respond.

MCCAIN: "Not true. Not true. I have, obviously, supported those efforts that the United States had to go in militarily and I have opposed that I didn't think so. I understand what it's like to send young American's in harm's way. I say — I was joking with a veteran — I hate to even go into this. I was joking with an old veteran friend, who joked with me, about Iran. But the point is that I know how to handle these crises. And Sen. Obama, by saying that he would attack Pakistan, look at the context of his words. I'll get Osama bin Laden, my friends. I'll get him. I know how to get him."

If this is in Singapore in 2010...

CSJ(if he still got money): LHL- The man who persisted with idea of full-time conscript service of a period of one and a half years for defense as a reason.
However, a 4'9 man,bai-ka, can alarm the whole of the nation and the military in particular for so many years. This is the kind of policies that ultimately end up undermining our ability to fight the war on terrorism, and it will change when I'm the PM.

LHL: "Not true. Not true. I have, obviously, supported those efforts that SG had to go in militarily and I have opposed that I didn't think so. I understand what it's like to send young Singaporeans in harm's way. I say — I was joking with my dad — I hate to even go into this. I was joking with an old veteran friend, who joked with me, about Mas. But the point is that I know how to handle these crises. I'll get Selamat, my friends. I'll get him. I know how to get him, even after 3 years.

You lost it yet again.

2008-10-06T23:46:00.003+08:00

Gaining 'Authority' through Audacity is simply brainless and pure stupidity.

I thought maybe sometimes,somehow you'll be someone I never thought you would be. A kind,understanding and tolerant 'man'
What a joke,what a complete joke.

Can someone tell me is there another word that is more comprehensive in describing him other than FUCKED UP?

I am just too stressed and you know whose fictional characters start coming up in your mind and you have to blog bout them

Happy Birthday!

2008-10-05T15:11:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday 18th Jeremy Tan

I just feel gay typing even happy Birthday for you

But here it is. Study hard, go be a lawyer!

But I wonder you can get a scholarship or pass your interview with this picture in your resume

CHIONG AH!!!

2008-10-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

FUCKING CHIONG or YOURE FUCKING DEAD!

不该在这时才说爱你

Wow

2008-09-24T19:55:00.001+08:00

Power Ranger for the win!

2008-09-23T16:54:00.001+08:00

NNB BUAY TONG LIAO

2008-09-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

Seriously its fucking pain man, no joking man, touch also pain.
I swear whoever touch or beat it, I make sure he/she go home without legs.

Today went to Heeren NUM to try out the party tank and the super tight fit shirt and shorts. I was damn late because of the jam at chinatown la, lucky I left house later if not sure tio jam more jialat one.

Reach there, thn must two sets of clothes, one party tank and one shirt with a pants or broad shorts. When it was my turn to try the party tank, due to some reason, I die also dont want wear M even though it will show my 'ahem' muscles better but due to some problem that recently happened to me, you kill me i also wont wear. Lucky the shirt fits me quite well. In the end I took L size for party tank whereas all the others took M or S. Now die liao, must chiong gym if not sure look damn small in the party tank, but the question comes in, WHERE GOT TIME? you tell me you tell me.

I think this week I going to see doctor if not sure become damn jialat. Less than one week already so jialat, I think one month die liao.

The case of ' I told you so'

2008-09-21T21:30:00.001+08:00

Biology is this '_|_' interesting.

J J J JAY CHOU

2008-09-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

YES NEW ALBUM!!!

Here is one sneak peak of his new song lyrics
稻香
词：周杰伦曲：周杰伦
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这麼容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

Its about time

2008-09-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

Very meaningful song

Back to the good old days.

2008-09-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

I was looking at our past secondary school video with Huimin and Stacy. They were all along in my phone and I did not bother to look at them again. Here are some of them, how I wish we can have these again.

So 4A'06

Bernard and Min

Some fight me n Raied had.

There is one video of Bernard's arm, I am still not sure whether to post or not.

Oh ya, today the 198 broke down and all of us just sat on 198 until it start moving but it never did. Then, I called kin onn to ask where his 198 was and I went down 198 since the second one is coming, guess what? After 10 seconds, all the commuters
came down.

15th August

2008-09-15T19:22:00.003+08:00

I miss the days we all carried lanterns at the community center

I miss the days we all started burning lanterns at Blk 144

I miss the days we all started burning everything at Thye San

I miss the days of carrying lanterns.

Sian man, for the first time in my life, I never celebrate mooncake festival.
I hope nxt year I will make up for this year's miss.

Shit man, I think better start doing some light exercising after hearing people ponning school just to do so, tsk tsk

please jio me for gym session, its like almost 6 months or more since I last gymed

WA HAHAH

2008-09-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

I was feeling bored studying my inorganic chem, I decided to read Rockson's blog. That blog never fail to crack me up, his post wa kan funny man.

Then,I read about his post Durai and I just rmb i saw him a couple of weeks ago at winston's condo. So I decided to rip this post from Rockson's blog, hope you dont mind ah, you funny must share.

'Durai have to do his own cheebye stunt
I read from the Shin Min newspaper that cheebye face NKF bloodsucker TT Durai is kena charge and can go jail 5 year or even $100,000 fine.

Hong kan liao loh!

But please lah, KNN what is $100,000 fine? It is only peanuts! Less than one peanut, man! Because one lan cheow peanut is more than half million dollar!

Actually you have to respect this gahmen. Their timing sibei jun. Durai case all this time no noise. Maybe he also think, heng ah, no more on the radar already. Then just before the election, newspaper come out the headline big big: Durai Kena Fuck Backside!

Like this then the people who angry the gahmen for the NKF then can say, wah the PAP take action, vote them is the best!

Dong dong chang! Dong dong chang!

Not even Seven Month of the Hungry Ghost already got wayang!

Even the bus fare and MRT fare increase suppose to in July one, also kena push to October. So your election ang pow better don't spend all on your mistress in Batam, wait later not enough to pay the After Election Tax! Hahahahaha!!!

Ok, got to go liao. Karen waiting for me to go out for lunch. The fish and scallop here very cheap and fresh. Her scallop also nice to eat. Hahaha! The weather here very nice. Not too hot, not too cold. At night cooling feeling is very shiok for the bang bang! Hahahahaha!!!!

Wah today the Sydney news got one guy kena langga by two car on the highway. I think Durai will feel like this after the judge langga him. Hahahahaha!!!
posted by Rockson @ 11:42 AM 140 comments

Ok back to studying

A small little tale

2008-09-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

'He held his own hands behind his back pretending he was holding hers, she did the same, pretending it was his to hold'

I am so scared now, scared at the end of the day I'll have to find someone to blame if something bad happens, worse still, no one is there for me to blame.

Irritating

2008-09-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

Its so irritating having to shave every two days

Too many questions..

2008-09-07T01:25:00.002+08:00

Warning: This post MAY be abit too political.

Ok, I have been living in the same street, same neighbourhood , same block for 18 years of my life. I grew up in a constituency that does not require any of our residents to participate in general election except for one but I think the opposition now either is bankrupt or still in jail. It is all down to one simple reason, this is Mr Lee's turf, no one touches it.

However, seriously there are some things that need to be addressed soon. Look man, I am not a small kid now who still kick balls around void deck and run away when someone breaks the light. I understand how my neighbourhood works, I know the big and small guys appearing everyday around me. Things need to be done, money need to be poured in here even though its only 10 or so blocks.

There are obviously more elderly in this neighbourhood than young kids, yet there are so many things that are not upgraded to help them in their daily lives. Here are some incidents that special attentions need to be paid to.

1. How come there is no shelter from the bus stop opposite Blk 149 to the nearest sheltered overhead bridge? Just it was raining freaking heavily and an old woman alight with me at the same stop. I was able to run to the nearest overheadbridge but the poor old lady had to wait till the rain is over. The rain lasted almost an hour.
How much does it cost to build a shelter? Most of the areas around my house are fully sheltered but why not this? FYI, there is a landmark sikh temple just opposite the bus stop.

2. Why are the blocks including mine not installed with lifts that stop at every levels. For god's sake, its year 2008, how many HDBs do not have this kind of lifts? Furthermore, if I am not wrong, this area is semi-central right? The HDBs at Spottiswoode Park even have surveillance camera.
Ok look, I stay on the third floor, the only ways to get to my house are to either climb the stairs or take the lift to the fifth level and walk my way down. BUT some drunk mother fuckers pee-ed on the stairs of the first level and on the stairs of fourth floor, TELL ME HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO REACH MY HOUSE WITHOUT STEPPING ON THE PEE? I know the structure of my block is not economically structured to have lifts at every floor but I think it would be great if our opinions are seek after. We can pay part of the cost of building it. I mean doing something is always better than doing nothing right? How difficult is to just conduct a survey for all the residents of this block? If this is too difficult, let me do it.

3. How come the Getai every hungry ghost festival is being able to be held for so damn long without being probed? The Getai just below my house never fails to draw attention of the public, every single year, Xinmin will do report on this Getai and this year, for 5 or 6 consecutive days, this Getai made it to the third or fourth page of Xinmin. This Getai holds the record for the longest stay in a place. I think the record is 10 days? Whatever it is, FUCK IT. Imagine yourself living on the third floor, not a fan of Getai, having to survive your preparations of prelims on a week of fucking loud getai. Trust me, it is worse than hell. You cant concentrate on anything, and yes including watching TV shows.
Yes, I know, this is our great chinese culture, old people like it. BUT FUCK YOU MAN, three days not enough ah? If other places can do it, why not my place?

In the first place, the person who gave the permit for the sponsor is a jerk, he or she must have no kids or he must be some damn rich fucker who never stays in HDB before. Who the fuck in the right mind would permit a getai to be held for at least a week?

Secondly any person in my neighbourhood knows that the money used to organise this getai are not clean. I do not want to go into details why I say so, but on logical terms, it is not financially possible for 'that' kind of sponsors to cough out that huge sum of money. FYI, they spent 20k just on incense paper alone to pray for good luck. WTF?! I wonder how much income tax they pay every single year and how they are able to sustain the amount that snowballs every additional day of getai even after paying tax. It is just not possible, somehow.

Maybe I am selfish, but having more than four days of Getai is simply not tolerable, I mean how many quality songs can you sing? How many quality jokes can you tell? How many quality stars can you get? 10 days? You entertain 2000 people, but surely there will be more than 2000 of people like me who thinks the same way. I respect my culture, I appreciate what people are doing to preserve this culture, but too much of this will spoil it. Its like putting too much salt into a tank of fish, you will kill them instead of improving the quality of the water.

4. There is a backpacker hotel right below my block. However, ever since it has been opened, at most I had only seen 2 angmohs staying there. The place is more like a house for china workers. They literally stay there. I am not against having china workers in Singapore, but isnt it supposed to a place for backpackers in Singapore? What will foreign backpackers think when they stay there with china workers who are not backpackers. I am a great fan of backpacking even though I have no experience but soon I will have. My idea of a backpacker's hotel is a place where all the backpackers can exchange their experiences, their memories, their plans in the country.
I complaining of this backpacker hotel based on personal reasons, this is destroying everything I dreamed of a backpacker hotel.

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I know its useless to rant on a blog, nothing will be done, no one with power will read it but somehow writing these here help me to get something off my chest. Yeap, I am feeling better now.

P.S Just wondering, does alcohol really indicates one's maturity? Is alcohol really better than fruit juice or fresh milk? Why can't grown-ups hang out over fruit juices? It tastes much better though

Its you, I see

2008-09-04T10:40:00.000+08:00

I knew it was you, all along
Should not have doubted, not before,not now,not anymore.

:)

Nike 10k human race , Just Did it!

2008-08-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

Woots, today marks my virgin race. The first time I ran 10km race without any training because of prelims and all those beer in my stomach from friday.

Met kin onn at city link thn the rest at the esplanade. We waited for quite awhile before heading towards the starting point. We headed towards the starting point, the blue tag people was allocated near the starting point. We waited for around 15mins,hear the emcees talk cock, hear the DJ spin music. Then boom the race started and so did my misery.

Starting was good, breathing was good, pace was good, until the second km, it was hell from there on. My feet starts to hurt, it wouldnt happen if my mum did not wash my favourite shoe one day before the race. I started to thirsty and damn, I was running not for the finish line but for the water stand. When the red board with words 'Water, 50m ahead' appeared, WA LAN EH, MIRAGE LA THAT ONE. I sprint to the water stand, thn there was three water booths, I stopped at every booth to drink about 2 cups of water, ultimate shiokness. After that was more running, everywhere,everyone around is all red and red and red. They had the nike slogan 'Just do it' at the back of everyone shirt and everytime i feel like stopping,I stopped but after I saw the slogan, it was all running yet again.

They had this board where they tell you how long have you ran and I did not see any of them. I had no idea how much i ran and how much is left to run, with all the latic acid building up, those boards would really help to ease off my mental doubts and stress. We ran the whole of clark quay and damn, WHO THE HELL DESIGNED CLARK QUAY? How come so many downslope? I have to walk at every downslope because my toes were having blisters and the pressure was too much for my little toes. Running alone is no joke, darn boring. Lucky towards the end of the race, yee min appeared from behind and we two sort of ran together.

Yee min: Eh got water upfront, we run until there then rest
Me: SET LA!

We stopped at every downslope as yee min claims his ankle got kicked by some Indian.
We ran together for awhile before either he ran too fast or me. One of the highlights or the only highlight for me at the race was when the ang mohs running beside me saw the girls at hooters and they di siao them. This sums up the whole race for me.

Then came the board which says '1KM left' WANNBCCBWTFBBQ! The best damn thing you could ask for. Jogged for the last 1km and in the last 20m or so, I saw Kin onn and Ken, wa i thought i confirm last but lucky saw them. Crossed the finish line and YES I JUST DID IT!

We went back to our meeting point and saw peng xiang,jevon and keith there as expected. Peng xiang finished about 49mins, keith and Jevon 50-ish, and the rest of us just finished after the hour mark. Met up with kanta and Raied to go home and we took 851 instead of 961, all three of us did not notice the mistake, kuku.

I swear I gonna train up my stamina if not go army sure die, so after As, it will be more and more running.If possible, may be fit in time for Standard Chartered(21km) one.

P.S Torres please score later, not for liverpool sake but for my fantasy soccer league!

P.P.S Bosingwa only got one eyebrown?!

Mystery girl

2008-08-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

I know you held my hand,
I know its your head on my shoulder,
I know its you i sent home,
I know its you who told me you are a part of me

SO WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?
Get alive mystery girl

Mystery

2008-08-17T18:20:00.001+08:00

How does paper actually win a rock?

Math-fail

2008-08-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

I've failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed.

-Michael Jordan

Shit,literally

2008-08-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

Dallas yesterday with alex,ken,yeemin,shi shuang,Miss Kim.
It is 12 bucks now,but seriously it is still worth every penny you pay for.
But but, damn i having runs the whole day today. I predicted it but I did not know it would be so so damn bad.

After dallas, they went to my house to watch movie. The movie is still damn funny even though i was watching for a second time. We decided to watch the NDP fireworks, so we headed to NTUC building which has a clear full view of the fireworks.
We dropped off near Raffles MRT station to meet ken's primary school classmate. She is in Uni now unlike some 20 year old. HAHAH!
We went down the underground pass and the moment we went up , the fireworks took place. The timing was damn zhun. After the second round of the fireworks,this funny incident took place

Yee Min: Go la, no more fireworks already
Some of us: you sure or not?
Yee min: Ya la I SOM-PA! I watched so many times liao

5 secs later....

BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! FIREWORKS UP IN THE SKY

epic fail to the max.

Headed to lau pak sak for dessert, had a good talking cock session there then we decided to head home and here I am, using up all my toilet rolls.

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The Olympics started and I am sort of a fan of Olympics, seeing those patriots fighting glory for their country.
But seriously, whats up with the new Speedo swim wear? How come all blakc colour one?It makes the swimming events look so dull, please add some colours real quick.

P.S. Tao Li is in the finals of 100m butterfly, she is one place short of the middle lane!

K BOX

2008-08-05T22:38:00.002+08:00

KBOX for the first time in 6 years!

Ok today supposed to be in sch around 8,but due to webster's msg and laziness. Both of us only started moving our ass around 930.We went buona vista to change to 198.
Wa, I tell you, one of the worst ride on 198 ever.
When 198 past the NUS stop, a bunch of NUS students went up the bus. The bunch means students occupying the whole of upper deck of the bus. They are having this stupid flag day shit to raise fund for their school or something. Its something along that stupid line. THEY TRANSFORMED 198 INTO THEIR EXERCUSION BUS!!! They were laughing,talking,playing games and saying stupid lame jokes.

E.g
Qn from one of the guy:
Where to find the biggest potato ever in this world?
Ans: IN THE GROUND!

Qn: How many times can you get 7 out of 49?
one or two!

WTF MAN, they are like what? 18 to 22? Still can laugh at this kind of jokes? tsk tsk.

Ok forget about the bad experience. KBOX was awesome!
6 of us,me,ken,keith,alex,webster and darren.
Paid 13 plus for the meal and 3 hours of singing. Everybody sang except webster. I sang too loud at the first few songs, all the rock songs of course must sing loud la. Sing until no voice. Then,then,then, no voice already of course dont sing well la. They started saying i sing lousy? Where got fair like that? Starting never say me,after i lost my voice then say i sing lousy, where can? tio bo?
not trying to find excuse but its true! HAHAHAHAHH!!!!!

Went back school and studied. Studied until 430,nevin they all want to play touch. Went to play touch, should not have played la. Blisters,sprain toe sums up the whole experience.

Continued studying until 7 plus, thn went dinner,thn cab with alex n kim jie.
Thanks Miss kim for the ride (:

简简单单不是很好?

过了这么久,
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

Boom!

2008-08-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

This crossfire of feelings is unavoidable.

Someone got to get hurt.

The survival, the victor.

The dead, the loser.

I dont want to get into this battle in the first place, too complicated.

Priceless

2008-08-03T18:25:00.003+08:00

No matter how many times I am going to repeat this, it will never the same anymore.
Tomorrow, will mark the first day of the end of our jc2 normal curriculum.
Sadly to say, the last day of official 07S31. Things will never be the same after prelims, some of us will pon school, we will not play basketball,we will not have subways at JP,we will not take pictures like we used to,we will not have fun like that.

Its been a good ride in this shorter than two years. From strangers to friends forever, from classmates to part of your life. This ride will end, for what we paid for, what we got during and will get at the end of this ride, we will always remember what we got and what we will get. Things come and go, if we never let this go, we will never move on. Learn to let go and learn how to remember what we let go.

I would like to remember everything, but I cant, too much to. Amazingly, we created so much in this short period of time. Many of us would agree with me, cause it really is. These memories will always be in my archive of happiness, this hive will grow sweeter as time passes by. This memories to me would be what honey is to Bee. Exclusively mine. No one can take it away from me,you,him,her or US.

I said this before and now, I will say it once again. Don't be sad that it is over, be happy that it happened. Look at the positives, multiply the negatives for two negatives give us positive. I would like to take this chance to thank everyone what you all had given me in m jc life. There is no better way to end this than to score good grades for our A Level. A'ssss for As! My ASS will always be DIRTY ONE. I hope yours too!

See you guys tmr in school and spare me some strange looks. I do have the rights to be emotional alright.

Feeling Good

2008-08-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

Studied in school today, i finished up my inorganic chem, productive man!
I shall study everyday in school during the study break.

After studying, Darren,ken,alex,keith and me decided to go holland for dinner. We went yipoh(the shop is just beside nasi lemak store). While on the bus ride to holland, Darren,Keith and me invented some code words which only the 5 of us understand currently. Simi polyclinic, simi queue number, simi doctor. HAHAHA!

Yipoh's food is good and affordable, go try it seriously if you are a horfun lover like me. After dinner, we went haagen dazs for dessert. We ordered an earthquake-like ice cream dish with 7 flavors of ice-cream. It was good and stupid Ken played with the dry ice like some 20/5 year old kid.

We played truth or dare and the loser was decided by texas hold'em and asshole dai dee.I lost a couple of times and revealed some sensitive secrets. The rest of them, all their secrets suck. 147-ed home and straight to the toilet as usual, 5 times today, not a good sign.

Can we still go out like that in the future? I dont want this to end after we go NS. Please remember how we enjoyed ourselves and we are going to repeat this fun, brothers.

P.S. Hey BGF, I know you read my blog, dont lie you dont. I still keep our promise even after T.O.D. Just want to say, stop mugging and come talk to me, miss talking to you, drop me an sms after reading this (:
You got yourself a new orbiang naam, bitch!HAHAHA

0000

2008-07-31T22:06:00.001+08:00

i am so going to get it down to the last minute of this day

ARGG HOT!

2008-07-30T20:04:00.002+08:00

I have been sweating since last night until now, never stop at all!

See last night i dont know what happened i just cant fall asleep! Sweating like mad the whole night,the spoilt aricon dint help too much.
I reached school around 1215, there was the phototaking session for all j2 classes. I was sent to the GO with Jacob then waited there for something to happen. Miss Tiong came to talk to me for awhile thn mr koh came. He asked why i am late and everything then he deduced I am having a fever, phew, nothing big happened!

Went to play soccer but was out of breathe after awhile. Meng Han called me to lunch with classmates. We walked to botak jones and I had cajun chicken. Went back school some civics, after that went to play some inter-house volleyball games. Marcus and I formed one team with the j1s who were clueless about the game, of course we lost.

Today class attendance was only 12/20, then during the phototaking session it was full strength! I bet Mr wee was damn angry. After the formal phototaking, my class had another session at the grandstand. All the scandoulous couples had their chance to take pictures. It was fun, but I need to go home to study for stats tomolo and damn it was the worst time to go home.

Nevin, Alex and I was stuck in a heavy traffic. I left school at 545, i reached home around 745. Bloody two hours spent on travelling time!

Its real soon to prelims, I think my econs and chem are sort of back on track but math, give me another week!

After the prelims, I dont know how is it gonna end. I dont wanto mug 24/7, I dont want to study this period of time off. But,but,but. Too many buts.

The ball is in your court, it has always been. You gonna play your game like how it should be. I dont know whether you know about this but I am never gonna to intercept this ball, i swear. Look, who am i kidding, no one will understand it anyway. Well, it just serve as a reminder to myself.

2008-07-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

Link

Tommie Smith and John Carlos

Heroes of today, Legends of tomorrow.

For Dignity and Human rights.

I hope you know

2008-07-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

I hope you know

Darn

2008-07-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

I cant play sniper game anymore damn!

I want to be a sniper in the army!

Another phase of dreams.

I wanted to be doremon!
I wanted to be a beast in beast war!
I wanted to be Ash in Pokemon!
I wanted to be the guy in Tamiya!
I wanted to a superhero!

Now I want to be a sniper!

Dreams, arrgg, just make you feel like crap when you start to fail

Life

2008-07-23T18:55:00.002+08:00

I was wondering just now while I chased after my bus.

Imagine examinations are buses, some people dressed up nicely and go down to bus stop and wait for their bus for like 20 to 30 mins while some just got lucky and managed to chase down the bus and just got rejected by the cruel bus door right in their face.

For me, all my life, I have been chasing buses, because I dont like waiting and I like the excitement. PSLE, Sec sch prelims, Os, they are buses I chased after and managed to get on. To me, it doesnt matter if you had waited long enough to get on the bus or by luck, you managed to catch the departing bus. As long as you get on that bus you want, you are on the same 'bus' as everyone else, getting to the destination you wanted.

Even though I may be sweating,panting,tired and stuff like that, at least I dont have to wait. I may not get the seat I wanted but who cares? All you need is to run a little, put in that extra effort for that extra mile.

A new bus had arrived at my stop, and its time for me to run for that bus. Some people are already waiting at that bus stop, I am still wearing my pants.

Trust me to catch that bus, I will.

Failsystem

2008-07-21T20:12:00.002+08:00

This system is flawed and I conclude it as fail!

You just make us miss all our lessons when it is so near our prelims.
Studying myself doesnt make a great deal
In that case, why not just make all the students teachers and make all the teachers free-loaders of all our parents' taxes.

There seems to be an overestimation of our abilities to understand every concepts on our own in a room with four walls.
Hypothetically speaking, yes they make real good teachers if they got Einstein's brains.

I take bus to school, I am late, i turn back, got a nice sleep,then with my revision done.
Sounds hell lot better?

Here it goes again, a policy we don't like, but we will let live once it is implemented in our life.
We are Singaporeans, not French.
We shut up and move on.

Updates

2008-07-19T17:07:00.002+08:00

Lets see what am i up to from the last time i posted

*Quit dota
*Finally focusing
*Watching lots of movies
*Making progress in everything
*Had a cage-free day
*Pes A
*Sleeping

Finally, Not giving in to giving up

Link

2008-07-07T19:43:00.001+08:00

Jimmy Carr said he does not wash his hands after he pees because he washes his cock every morning thoroughly.

Why cant revision be the same, we just fucking mug one time thoroughly for everything we have to face?

I NEED A NEW PHONE!

2008-06-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

my phone goes out of batt every 2 or 3 hours, i got so fed up

i think i shall stop replying to non-emergency msg

sorry everyone whom i din reply

First soccer match

2008-06-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

Had a match with AMG against the J1 team
It was the first soccer match i played since 4 years ago?

Had hell lots of fun despite losing
botak jones with the guys after the match and i ordered my food way after others had arrived -.-

I feel damn fat now,gaining 14kg within half a year, half fats,half mass!
Need to lose those fats.
Hence, jogging,gyming, here i come!!

Studying without exercising is winston
Studying with exercising is fit yanshan

Comes and goes

2008-06-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

I just realised, I am growing up too fast, too furious.

I haven't been stopping by to see whats going on around me.

The Lor mee store auntie has not seen me for a bloody long time, her lor mee is the best I tasted all my life, yes 18 years of it. Just when i took time to go down to the coffee shop to buy food, many things came back all at once. The lor mee auntie still said her usual stuff to me 'You have grown taller already', 'Wa very tall already' but what really hit me was this ;'hen jiu mei you kan ta ni liao'. The lor mee with extra meat and extra fish with no additional charges, the laksa with extra gravy. I owe her too much, not monetary, to just say hi and bye. The lor mee and laksa means more than just food to me.

I forgot my housekey today and I asked for the spare one from my neighbour and I realised her hair is all white. All of them, the auntie who looked after everytime I went to her house and she will always cook rice with onions and eggs which tasted so nice. The auntie who gave me bazhang everytime she made for dumplings festival. The auntie who always pass me my housekey. Even though she just lives right beside my house, I didnt even realised, how old she has become.

And just, I just learned about the closure of kim seng bowl. I know it was closed like a few years old but I only heard about it now. The place with so much memories.
6/6 peeps, how we used to fool around the place. 4A peeps how we hang and slacked around even though it was our important year. Too much memories, too much scenes, too much too much.

Said so much, I cant do anything.

Ok,lets say

2008-06-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

Every action is justifiable if only the consequences prove to be so.

I think for the past,I did something wrong and I did not realise until the consequences hit me hard. I think if I can turn back clock, turn back to when I am about to make the mistake, life would be so good.

Then again, how would we know if the action is wrong until we made that mistake.

Ok,lets say nothing happened at all, nothing.

WTF?!

2008-06-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

I still cant believe turkey won!!

ARGGG, What a way to end my streak

So daring!!!!

2008-06-14T23:49:00.001+08:00

To the shock of a STOMPer who was passing by this bus stop at MacPherson on foot, this young couple were petting in full of the public whilst in school uniform.

The STOMPer MMSed this picture to us, and says he saw the couple at the bus stop near Siemens building.

"The kids were hugging and touching each other.

"The boy even went so far as to touch the girl's upper body in full view of the public.

"I didn't stop for long but I was shocked at their actions."

The 25-year-old STOMPer was aghast at their lack of discretion, especially since they were in public and worse, in school uniform.

Opined the sender:

"This really creates a bad impression of the school!"

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/si...t.jsp?id=22211

Realize

2008-06-11T14:48:00.007+08:00

Spain- Simply brilliant.
Team of the tournament- to be.
Dont let me down.

AND FUCK YOU GREECE MADE ME STAY UP FOR NOTHING.

原来我也怕寂寞,一个人的滋味很难受。
难道忘了如何去_.

There-lents

2008-06-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

We all have talents, if we search deep and far.

If we only know ourselves well enough, enough to allow us to shine.

Presenting to you Paul Potts, ownage, total ownage.

Summary

2008-06-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

Yeah i'm back. As mentioned earlier the past week, is filled with many many events.

Lan Party:

Dota throughout and guess out!

First to sleep!

Dumpling festival is also here and i got lots of dumplings at home and all were awesome, ate plenty of them.

Thats all, blog when i got the modd

This week

2008-06-08T18:35:00.000+08:00

This week is going back school week. Had remedials and stuff, but this week was exciting.

Lets see what I've done so far,

Studying
buffet
rugby
soccer
lan party
studying
studying

Will update more,stay tune folks

oh ya!!

2008-06-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

one more thing,read this man i cant believe the coincidence

Gemini Horoscope
For The Week Starting June 2, 2008
- On Monday of this week you have three planets lined up in your sign and in excellent position to the planet Mars. This means you win any arguments, any money you go after is collected and your personal well being is enhanced. In other words you win whatever you are fighting for or arguing about. So take some important action.

I certainly hope so!!

All the debts people owe me is like more than 300 bucks!!!

I shall not name but you know who you are!
but seriously, Shengda,Webster,Raied,Ivan,Nevin return me money la, I want to buy new phone!

Little thoughts

2008-06-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

I always think girls,

Maybe you may not get the best guy
but the guy that tries to be the best

Maybe you may not get the richest guy
but the guy who works his ass off for your prada or gucci

Maybe you may not get most handsome guy
but the guy who thinks you are the prettiest

Maybe you may not get the strongest guy
but the guy who gives you the best hug

Maybe you may not get the sweetest guy
but the guy who says things to you that will never be heard from others

Maybe you may not get the coolest guy
but the guy who keeps you warm when you are cold

Maybe you may not get the perfect guy
but the guy who thinks you are perfect

Perfect is over-rated sometimes.

I just thought maybe things can be better off if perfect never exists, we are free to judge then.

Oh ya I dont know everybody is listening to David Cook's version of You'll always be my baby and I dont know why Mariah Carey version is not as popular.

Guess I have to end off here.

I think this song is super nice, the lyrics is damn meaningful even though i dont understand canto.

SHITTTT!!

2008-05-30T12:58:00.000+08:00

MAN I DONT KNOW WHY I AM BLOGGING NOW

BUT YOU GUYS SHOULD KNOW WHAT IS THE SHITTEST SHIT EVER!

IT IS WHEN YOU REALLY NEED TO SHIT, LIKE THE SHIT IS ON THE VERGE OF COMING OUT AND BOTH YOUR HOUSE TOILETS ARE USED!!

IN YOUR OWN FUCKING HOUSE,ARRGGGGGGGGGGGG

YES LA!

2008-05-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

Today is a good day, in fact a lucky day!

PROOF:

See the three $5?

Yeah with 1 dollar, I won a profit of $4

Am i lucky or what?

It comes in many many many...

2008-05-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of the day when I was so down with unlucky events.

Okay, yesterday was mahjong day with classmates and an unlucky day.

Lets start off with the night before yesterday, I lost my 'home' advantage to desiree as she used her 'go your house i dont want to play' tactic which made me gave in my home advantage.

Then yesterday morning, I woke up, had my breakfast and after i bathe, I realised my lucky RED MAN UTD JERSEY for god knows where, was nowhere in my closet, I wore it the some other day earlier. I had to settle for the half red AMG jersey. I knew something is going to be wrong. Furthermore, my flu still haven gone off, I sneezed the whole day.

I went down to the bus stop and guessed what, when i was at the traffic light waiting to cross the road, 143 just went pass like the bus driver needs to pee kinda speed.GOSH, in the end I had to take bus to vivo before changing to 10.

After reading so much, you guys should have come to a conclusion that I lost in mahjong(26 bucks loss). Sadly, yes i lost. I was making those 5 tai,4 tai kinda combination when people like lunfa or lea or desiree will spoil it by winning by a smaller margin. Joaquina and Ah boom joined us but they sort of studied in the other room.

After almost 3 rounds of mahjong, we decided to go the cheese prata shop for dinner. Just when we were leaving the condo, I slipped but didnt fell but Lea saw my slip and she was laughing her ass off,darn. When we reached the the shop, the stretch of road has like 3 or 4 eateries and I wanted to check out the famous nasi lemak. Just when i was walking towards the shop, I slipped again but this time round, all of them saw it. DAMN!!! KNN!! I need a new slipper!!

Damn, hope it gets better!

Fucking flu, get lost.

P.S I am so gonna buy a red underwear, Lea's one quite powerful!!!

P.S 2. Lun fa and Lea took the same bus again!

The harder you fall, the higher you will bounce back

2008-05-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

GP was quite fun to do, surprisingly.

Soccer with the guys.

Dinner with Alex,Ernest and Peng Xiang

197-ed home,had a good sleep.

Was disappointed to disappoint.

What a week!

2008-05-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

I just realised i had not blogged for one week.
And this week was a blast, really.

Tuesday:

The day did not start well, in fact one of the worse morning ever.
House mistress, Mrs Mandy, came to our class for a half an hour lecture.
Apparently, my class has the worse discipline record in the whole cohort, late coming, attendance,not doing tutorials,attitude etc etc, the list can go on and on. She came to our class and shoot us upside down, talking how we should improve, how we should treat our teachers better, how we should start studying and tons of stuff. I am so sick and tired of all these scoldings and advices, they are all the same, the bottom line is that we must stop slacking,start studying. I mean all these reminders are good for us, but we went through 11 plus years of education, along the way we have picked up advices better than what we getting now, motivations more intriguing. We are all almost 18, almost adults, almost smart.

Dont get me wrong, I respect all my teachers, past and present. They are all mentor to me, the guiding light to my future. But many of times, i think all these scoldings are one too many, too much. Maybe I am the only one, but i think i am old enough to be self-motivated and the alarm inside me will ring when the time comes. Scoldings? Naggings? Thanks but no thanks.

Later on was GP, and every group needs to finish finding 30 articles, 3 analysis, 3 essay outlines. Guess what? My group only had about 10 articles, 0 analysis, 1 essay outlines. AND LUNFA, YOU DID LESS THAN 3/4 OF THE WHOLE GP CONTENT PACK CAN? WAY LESS THAN THAT, YOU ONLY DID 6 ARTICLES, 1 ESSAY OUTLINE AND THAT IS LESS THAN 1 THIRD!!!! I hope you read this!! To make things worse, the library will be closed after 1pm, means we cant find any more articles! We were rushing our shit out the whole day and had to go to firefly to print our articles. Oh ya, Lun fa you were playing basketball then.

Yeah, I am cool with the girls later on and Meng han, Lunfa, Joaquina and Elizabeth had a pre-birthday celebration for Lea and me. We went to the market for dinner and Joa n Ah boom went off to get cake for us. I knew it long ago, i just pretend i din know. They brought us a watermelon-shaped cake for us. Sweet! While we were going back school, we saw a durian stall and I decided to buy some durians for them, bought 3 packets of durians and back to school. Lunfa hates durian and I kept disturbing him by burping into his face. In the end all of us could not finish the cake and the durians and we gave all to kenny 'the groin' Ng.

Went home with lunfa and lea, i need companion on the ride home (: Waited for 30 mins for 185, what a bitch and the bus ride was fun and interesting. Lunfa was telling Lea how weichiang back-stabbed him and he gonna backstab him by telling lea his secrets. Oh ya, i think i know one secret of lea, the trend the trend,tsk tsk.

Wednesday:

21st May, my Birthday!! It was Webster's and Lea's one too. So yeah, I receieved lots of birthday wishes from many people and I really appreciate those messages, those presents, they were dear to me. How fast, 18 years, 18 birthdays. Did not get the birthday bash but i think sat is the day. Crashed the j1 trainings and was surprised by the number of people in the team. Seeing them train brings back lots of memories, nostalgia. Many of the j2s were there too and we were still talking bout the plate final loss. I think it will be hard for us to stop thinking and stop talking bout the final, cause this team is hard to forget, or this team is unforgettable. Guys, don't be sad because it's over, be happy because it happened.

Cant wait for tesitmonial match, till then lets all mug.

Thursday:

Woke up at 230 am for champs league final despite having vectors test later on but what a match. My balls almost shrink and drop out i tell you. So glad Man Utd, Moscow 2008!

What a victory!

We are one

Have a heart.

2008-05-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

A major earthquake measuring 7.8 on the Richter Scale, the most severe earthquake in over 25 years, struck a wide area in China at 14:28 Beijing time on Monday, 12 May.

As of May 14/2008, over 15,000 reported dead; the toll is expected to rise

* Tens of thousands are still missing.
* More than 25,000 people are still buried in the rubble.
* Major phone lines and roads are cut off.
* Millions of homes have been destroyed leaving residents, of whom are still alive, with severe shortage of water, shelter, food, and fuel.
* Thousands of people are still trapped under the rubble and rescuers are using their bare hands to search for survivors.
* Rescue efforts are hampered by rains and road blocks due to fallen boulders and landslides.
* A middle school in Qingchuan County collapsed and many students have been reported dead while close to 1,000 students are still reported buried.

The one child policy is seriously making parents of deceased worse, this generation of parents have only one kid, one is all they have. Now they are gone, I really feel damn bad for them.
If someone told you if the whole chinese move in a straight line, the line will never end, think again.

BeeeZZZZZ

2008-05-19T20:09:00.001+08:00

I had a family buffet on Saturday which was meant to celebrate mother's day for Grandma. Food was good, mahjong was better. Long time since I played serious mahjong, won like 30 plus and I recieved hangbao for my bdae, time for a new phone, no matter how good my current phone is( it is 3G- better than iphone) people still it looks like rubbish. Rubbish to them to say it is rubbish.
Studied math for like an hour? Shit i think i am seriously still slacking.

I had a haircut just now and Alan cut it too short, i think i look damn funny now la.

Stop pilling all those undone work, it gets more difficult to move forward. Time to wake up, Yan Shan.

P.S. I think i shall really start after MAN UTD WIN THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE

Mr Mug.

2008-05-17T16:41:00.000+08:00

Here comes the real thing, the real challenge.

Yesterday went to have dinner with Tan and Raied. We were talking bout the holidays and Tan mentioned this; 'Those who win the June challenge will ace their A's '

Its coming, I can feel it. June holidays, bring it on, no matter how difficult it is,how hard it is. The strong shall prevail.

Killed

2008-05-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

Given a choice and an obligation.

A choice is chosen, but the wrong one was made.

How sad.

Its alot more than a little misunderstanding, its more than that.

It hurts hell lot more to spell it out, trust me.

Btw, econs is shit, i spent twenty minutes in the toilet.

Digusted-Disappointed

2008-05-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

I was late for school AGAIN, shit man this year is a bad year.
I think i studied too much econs yst night, shall do it again tonight.

When i reached school, after a rough ride sleep on 198, Mr Chng approached me to ask me do my TCA. In that state of mind,how am i supposed to squeeze out ideas to finish the essay. After an hour, i handed in my essay which i think is my worst essay every written.

Went to look for classmates in library, they were doing research for GP. Okay here comes the fun part. Lea had to give out some compre exercise so she had them spread out on the table. Lea,Joaquina,Jean, all three of them had specially stapled in different ways and there are 3unique designs on 6 papers. Lea had hers of a cross,Jean had hers slanted,Joa had hers straight. They kept their paper on one side, then slot the other 3 back into pile. Then they asked us to pick any of the paper from the pile and guess what. Lunfa picked the paper with the same stapled design as Lea's, Wei chiang picked the same as Jean's and Alex picked the same as Joa's.
FATED LA!!

During civics, the boys wanted to have an impromptu plan of visiting Sheldon, I always wanted to visit him but the class is quite busy. But today, most of us can make it and I messaged Miss Tiong to postpone her remedial since her remedial is going to end at 4 and it will be quite late by the time we reached SGH.

I messaged her so many times to explain to her why it has to be postponed and finding another slot that we only finally agreed on the date at the end of chemistry practical.

Ok here comes the shitty part, the girls suddenly do not want to visit him anymore, I dont know what is the reason, I do not want to know anymore. It was like the most last minute decision and in the end only Yi shan followed the boys to visit Sheldon.

I do not want to name, its bad to name but whoever you are if you think studying for Econs test is more important than visiting a classmate who is in hospital for a fucking week and we still have not visit him, then fuck it. He is our friend, our classmate for a year, we went through truck loads of fun and the bare minimum we can do is to visit him and spare him some boreness in the hostpital, I am not asking for anything more than that. Econs is important,econs is on thursday,that is a common test,we can always visit him on friday, I know i know, all these fucking excuses. Do you think we have no common tests? Do you think we had studied more than you did? If you got time to come out with so many excuses why not just spent the time to move your fucking ass down to the hospital. If you truly care for him, there wont be those non-chalent attitude towards the visit. I do not know for the rest of the class, but for me, Sheldon's health of always on my mind for he is a friend of mine. I just know about the visit today and even though SGH is fucking near my house, I would still visit him even if he is Johor Bahru. If we have to visit him on friday again as a class, I swear the rest of the boys and Yi shan will galdly do so again.

Call me selfish, but i think i got the right to be so.
Hate me with all you want, most probably i will hate you too.
I am pissed, dissapointed, DIGUSTED.
So much of a united class.

And bro, you looked damn skinny now, and I know it is a pain in the ass to be sick literally with all those tests, but really get well soon. I want to see you running 2.4 like a crazy mother fucker, doing pull-ups like nothing and jumping SBJ like you are flying.

Till then, fuck this shit